Lowering your gaze,
Hands in pockets,
Not speaking a word,
Locks in dark thoughts.
Won't get you caught.
Water and soap,
Sends blood down the drain.
Cleaning up evidence,
Erases the memories.
Burying the body,
Quiets the soul.
Mean its all over.
Curling in corners,
Keeps you hidden.
Makes up for what you did.
And you're reborn anew,
Yesterday's a street behind.
You can travel an open dirt road,
To smiling faces and brighter places.
You think you're so damn clever,
But I know what you did.
I'm the leech sucking your blood,
And spit it back at you.
It's vile and rotten and worthless,
You can't repay with this!
I'm the worms in your heart,
And I'd rather wade in mud.
It's so disgusting and constricting in here,
What's even pumping in your veins?!
I'm the maggots eating your flesh,
And this'll kill me before it does you!
These infected cuts are leaking puss,
Under your coat you're so repulsive!
I'm the butterfly in your stomach,
And please, for the love of God, let me out!
This acid's dripping on my wings,
The last of your feelings are melting alive!
I'm swimming in your blood stream,
I send pulses in your nervous system,
I forge all your tears that hit the pavement,
And so help me I'll make sure it hurts.
You can never leave it behind,
It fractured your soul and left a seed.
Then I sprouted and took root,
And these roots will never let you forget.
You can slice yourself open,
You can pull your intestines apart,
You can spill out your organs,
But you'll never pull me out.
See, there's no vaccine for my disease,
I'll crack your knees and cripple your feet.
You're bleeding your life out onto the tile,
But still be ripping inside yourself!
Ah, don't worry, I'll help,
You keep shredding yourself and I'll eat your insides.
No matter what you do or what you remove,
I'm a parasite and I'll always linger.
Ah, you silly son of a bitch,
Don't you really want to live?
The knife you held said otherwise,
Why deserve life when you taint others so?
I'll crush your neck until it snaps,
And hear you cry out for redemption.
I'm sorry, what's that? Heaven can't hear you now,
There's just a bunch of blood gurgling from your mouth.
I'm not inside you any more,
I can't live there, it's mutilated and dead.
But hey, let's both just laugh it off,
It's what you wanted all along!
No? You wanted to breathe?
Then how could you strangle another's?
Well, looks like air won't mean anything any more,
Your corpse has already disintegrated.
And you want to sink with it too?
Ha, damned fool, I'm sorry, but no.
There's no more room in heaven nor hell!
You can just stay with me for all eternity.
Alone with your thoughts,
Alone with your mind,
Alone with your soul,
Alone with regret.